[{"@context":"https:\/\/schema.org\/","@type":"Article","@id":"https:\/\/www.morgus.cz\/sama-se-sebou\/#Article","mainEntityOfPage":"https:\/\/www.morgus.cz\/sama-se-sebou\/","headline":"Sama se sebou","name":"Sama se sebou","description":"Smutn\u00e1? Z \u010deho? Z toho, \u017ee nem\u00e1m \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 kamar\u00e1dy, rodinu a ani schopn\u00e9ho partnera. M\u00e1m jenom sama sebe. M\u00e9 t\u011blo a m\u00e1 du\u0161e. Nikdo jin\u00fd s n\u00e1mi nen\u00ed. Chod\u00edm do pr\u00e1ce, abych se m\u011bla, jak u\u017eivit a stejn\u011b to je m\u00e1lo. Jsem jenom pouh\u00e1 vyu\u010den\u00e1 kucha\u0159ka, na kterou ukazuj\u00ed prstem. Jsem odpad? Odpad za to, […]","datePublished":"2022-10-21","dateModified":"2023-08-23","author":{"@type":"Person","@id":"https:\/\/www.morgus.cz\/author\/#Person","name":"","url":"https:\/\/www.morgus.cz\/author\/","identifier":1,"image":{"@type":"ImageObject","@id":"https:\/\/secure.gravatar.com\/avatar\/e5312f21b37eec0871f00feffaf403580ddf46c2d055479cc6723fb0100721f2?s=96&d=mm&r=g","url":"https:\/\/secure.gravatar.com\/avatar\/e5312f21b37eec0871f00feffaf403580ddf46c2d055479cc6723fb0100721f2?s=96&d=mm&r=g","height":96,"width":96}},"publisher":{"@type":"Organization","name":"morgus.cz","logo":{"@type":"ImageObject","@id":"\/logo.png","url":"\/logo.png","width":600,"height":60}},"image":{"@type":"ImageObject","@id":"https:\/\/www.morgus.cz\/wp-content\/uploads\/a_10_10_7.jpg","url":"https:\/\/www.morgus.cz\/wp-content\/uploads\/a_10_10_7.jpg","height":0,"width":0},"url":"https:\/\/www.morgus.cz\/sama-se-sebou\/","about":["Spole\u010dnost"],"wordCount":444,"articleBody":"Smutn\u00e1? Z \u010deho? Z toho, \u017ee nem\u00e1m \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 kamar\u00e1dy, rodinu a ani schopn\u00e9ho partnera. M\u00e1m jenom sama sebe. M\u00e9 t\u011blo a m\u00e1 du\u0161e. Nikdo jin\u00fd s n\u00e1mi nen\u00ed. Chod\u00edm do pr\u00e1ce, abych se m\u011bla, jak u\u017eivit a stejn\u011b to je m\u00e1lo. Jsem jenom pouh\u00e1 vyu\u010den\u00e1 kucha\u0159ka, na kterou ukazuj\u00ed prstem. Jsem odpad? Odpad za to, \u017ee jsem se vyu\u010dila kucha\u0159kou? Odpad, \u017ee jsem dcera neschopn\u00fdch rodi\u010d\u016f? Na kterou neust\u00e1le nad\u00e1vali „k\u0159ov\u00e1k“. Kamkoliv jsem \u0161la, a\u0165 u\u017e roh ulice nebo oblouk zem\u011bkoule… Jsem sly\u0161ela “ K\u0159ov\u00e1k “ nebo „to je ta \u0161p\u00edna od k\u0159ov\u00e1k\u016f“. J\u00e1 se jenom pt\u00e1m, pro\u010d jsem podle nich k\u0159ov\u00e1k? Za to, \u017ee jsem dcera neslu\u0161n\u00fdch lid\u00ed a mysl\u00ed si, \u017ee j\u00e1 jsem to sam\u00e9? Nejsem. Jsem \u00fapln\u011b odli\u0161n\u00e1 oproti m\u00fdm rodi\u010d\u016fm nebo vlastn\u011b ciz\u00edm lidem. Nejsou m\u00ed rodi\u010de. Ano, m\u00e1me spole\u010dnou krev, ale nedali mi to, co m\u011bli. To, jak\u00e1 jsem m\u011b nau\u010dila ulice a lid\u00ed v n\u00ed. Pod\u011bkovat m\u011b nau\u010dila prodava\u010dka. Pozdravit m\u011b nau\u010dila pan\u00ed u\u010ditelka. V\u017edy se pokusit o dobr\u00fd skutek m\u011b nau\u010dila sta\u0159enka. D\u011blat lidem radost m\u011b nau\u010dila sousedka. B\u00fdt lep\u0161\u00edm \u010dlov\u011bkem? Odraz m\u00fdch biologick\u00fdch rodi\u010d\u016f, \u017ee takov\u00e1 nechci b\u00fdt. Jak\u00e1? B\u00fdt ob\u00e9zn\u00ed a jist v\u0161e co mi padne pod pusu. Ut\u00e1p\u011bt se v alkoholu, kdy\u017e nen\u00ed dobr\u00fd den neboli nen\u00ed skoro v\u016fbec. B\u00fdt \u0161patn\u00fdm rodi\u010dem. Kou\u0159it od r\u00e1na do ve\u010dera ne\u017e mi pl\u00edce sta\u010d\u00ed. K\u0159i\u010det na sv\u00e9 d\u011bti jac\u00ed to jsou \u0161mejdi. Utratit ve\u0161ker\u00fd \u00faspory, abych nem\u011bla co d\u00e1t d\u011btem. Ud\u011blat si co nejv\u00edce d\u011bt\u00ed. D\u00e1vat d\u011btem plesniv\u00e9 j\u00eddlo. Chci b\u00fdt prav\u00fd opak. B\u00fdt \u0161t\u00edhlej\u0161\u00ed a m\u00edt pod kontrolou co j\u00edm. Alkohol p\u00edt jenom p\u0159\u00edle\u017eitostn\u011b. B\u00fdt skv\u011blou m\u00e1mou. Neni\u010dit si pl\u00edce od cigaret. B\u00fdt hodn\u00e1 a miluj\u00edc\u00ed m\u00e1mou. \u0160et\u0159it a utr\u00e1cet pen\u00edze s\u00a0rozumem. M\u00edt jenom jedno d\u00edt\u011b, kter\u00e9mu d\u00e1m 100 %. Nakupovat jenom ty nej\u010derstv\u011bj\u0161\u00ed potraviny. Tak\u017ee m\u00fdm \u00fakolem je zajistit svou rodinu, abych byla t\u00edm nejlep\u0161\u00edm \u010dlov\u011bkem, rodi\u010dem, kamar\u00e1dkou a p\u0159\u00edtelkyn\u00ed. Nechci b\u00fdt dokonal\u00e1, ale chci b\u00fdt jenom ka\u017ed\u00fdm dnem lep\u0161\u00edm. TAKOV\u00c1 NECHCI B\u00ddT!!!!                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        4\/5 - (4 votes)        "},{"@context":"https:\/\/schema.org\/","@type":"BreadcrumbList","itemListElement":[{"@type":"ListItem","position":1,"name":"Sama se sebou","item":"https:\/\/www.morgus.cz\/sama-se-sebou\/#breadcrumbitem"}]}]